As I sit here I imagine he is here with me. I can feel his touch and instantly I have goosebumps. Just him, this one person, can so completely obliterate any feeling of emptiness I might have fealt. His smell fills my head and activates parts of my brain that I was unaware of. Feelings stir inside of me that I believed to be non existant. The security his arms provide when they are wrapped around me is unlike anything I’ve ever known. I wanna grow old with him. I want this forever, forever.